periodically i turn to my blog to write my deepest feelings, this is one of those nights. i'm in a lull. i'm not sure what it is from. i've been under some deep & critical self-thinking the past couple of days trying to decide what could have caused this lull of mine. i've come up with a few options, varying from school to relationships to being in one place for too long. but those are just excuses, when i really thinking about, and i mean really, i don't think there is anything wrong. and rumor has it that people get into lull's just because. it's annoying if you ask me. however, my lull has made me realize that i have been in utah for a very long extended stay. i haven't left once this semester (that's pretty unusual), and i've got an itch to get going somewhere..anywhere. yes, my lull has directed my thoughts, hopes, wishes, and dreams to traveling to distant places. it doesn't matter if it's just a state away, sometimes i just need to get a w a y. right now i'm thinking of everywhere i have to go and see, the world is just too big sometimes. and since i want to see it all, i really got to get going. i shouldn't waste any more time sitting in just one place. i've got the travel bug, i want to plan plan plan then go go go!
p.s. i think i have inherited this travel bug from mama jo.

1. james taylor- mexico
2. wiz khalifa- black and yellow
3. louis armstrong- what a wonderful world
4. rocky votolato- white daisy passing
5. rihanna- only girl
6. queen- you're my best friend
7. hot chip- wrestlers
8. ben kweller- run
9. empire of the sun- walking on a dream
10. camera obscura- french navy
11. iggy & the stooges- search and destroy
12. florence & the machine- addicted to love
13. snow patrol- chasing cars
14.........i don't have one...........
15. queen- bohemian rhapsody
16. coconut records- west coast
17. passion pit- sleepyhead
18. jack johnson- do you remember
19. a-ha- take on me
20. 311- don't tread on me
21. youth group- forever young22. old crow medicine show- wagon wheel
23. johnny cash- you are my sunshine
24. cali swag district- teach me how to dougie
25. the flaming lips- do you realize??

i found this on a random tumblr and i rather enjoyed it

Left brain: I am the left brain. I am a scientist. A mathematician. I love the familiar. I categorize. I am accurate. Linear. Analytical. Strategic. I am practical. Always in control. A master of words and language. Realistic. I calculate equations and play with numbers. I am order. I am logic. I know exactly who I am.

Right brain: I am the right brain. I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion. Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter. I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feat. I am movement. Vivid colors. I am the urge to paint on an empty canvas. I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel. I am everything I wanted to be.

some of my favorite sites to keep tabs on are fashion sites, one i am always drawn to is jak & jil. yesterday while looking at it, i saw theyre post on Mugler's 2011 fashion show and i can't explain why but i fell in love with the way he presented his clothing and what he did with the models. The look was refreshing to me. I think the way that they've covered the models heads makes your eye focus more on the collection instead of who is wearing it. Fashion shows seem to be taking a turn from the pretty pretty to more of a grunge look, and i'm into it.
i love this dresses drape-y look, it hands so freely with an elegance. simple but not plain.
i adore the fabric used on this dress, i can't help but picture a floor length version of this dress. the sleeves are also to die for if you ask me.
the ruffled edges on this dress are amazing, not to mention the was it lifts up in the front. in the back, the ruffles are trimmed with a thin black thread as well adding a little more umph.

for those of you that know me best, you know i love anything wedding.
specifically the dresses of weddings. you may be unaware, but anthropologie
has come out with a wedding dress brand named BHLDN
& i wanted to share some of my favorites with you.